Wednesday, November 19, 2014


The Country Club
                 by Linda Carter

Eastern South Dakota is extremely flat. In the summer the horizon is filled with miles upon miles of green and yellow corn rows and fields of golden sunflowers bursting upward toward the bright sky. Clouds of dust from long gravel roads dot the landscape, cars and trucks kicking up small stones that litter vehicles with tiny specks of damage.

At the edge of my small town, near the sun drenched lake called Kampeska, sat the gathering place for the city’s elite. The Country Club dominated the top of a slight hill, giving its inhabitants a feeling of superiority that did not fit the reality of the overall situation. I was working class, just turned 15 and eager to work hard.

Dishwasher, $1.60 an hour. And I was good at this, my first job.

I can still picture bright red lipstick marring the edges of dainty white cups. I sprayed them with steaming hot water and watched the dregs of dinner disappear into the drain just below my waist.

I knew just how to create a motion that allowed plates to glide smoothly into their designated trays. Tubs of silverware soaked for only a moment, tumbling into the waiting bins where spoons found their brethren and forks tangled for control. Knives floated effortlessly from my soapy fingers into their upright positions. The water was warm, cleansing.

For the first time in my life, I was in control.

Parents, siblings, friends, glided into my subconscious and I was one with this simple task. Clean it, wash it, slide it into the steel cubicle and let the hot steam make a new beginning. On the other side, heat hurt my hands as I deftly plucked the clean plates and silverware out of their bins, sorting quickly, expertly. The heat felt good. It was almost as if I was cleansing something inside me, the burning signaling a new beginning. For a few hours, I was the master of all around me and I was good at this, my first job.

Sometimes I wish I could go back to those days, plunging my hands into hot water, grabbing the spray nozzle with a sure grip that wasted no movement.

As I worked, my mind filled with dreams of the future, an education, a career and great success. And yet this was all I needed at this very moment, the water, the steam, the heat and the grace of a job well done.

Story by Linda Carter @2014